The name's Je-Anne Psyche. Born on the 1st day of December. She dreams big and she believes that age is just a number. In this blog, the bits and pieces of a wonderful lady's messy thoughts are scattered. This girl has a fetish for stars, hearts, tiaras and anything that roars and sparkles. She constantly makes mistakes and loves every bit of her flaws. A girl who plays too much and works hard to fill each day with pure happiness and optimism while wearing that stoic expression on her face. She's childish yet sophisticated, immature but dedicated, fierce with gentleness and way too full of imperfections. It may take you a hundred years of effort just to understand this kind of woman but with great patience and determination, she might give you the whole world. ♥
So today, I'm giving myself an ample amount of time to wrote you a simple letter consisting of my indescribable gratefulness of being born from the most wonderful woman in my life. I'm not going to give you any flowers or chocolates.. I'm stingy and you know that so don't expect anything from me. x) Instead, i decided to be a very good girl today. I'll let you wake me up with anything.. and I promise I won't get mad. I'll just smile and hug you tightly. Kiss you even if you'll push me away due to my drooling phenomenon from last night and we'll just laugh it off cause we know that even if i'm the nastiest girl in the world, your love will always be unconditional. And for that, I thank you, mom.
For the past 18 years of my life, I wasn't completely sure if I have been thanking you enough for everything that you've done for me, for us. I know how cold I have been with you during my early teenage years and i'm striving hard to make up for it for the rest of my life. I never understood then how much a simple hug from you could make me feel so secured. Everything was so trivial to me before. I used to rebel so much that I don't care at all about how you feel every time your little girl turns into a hellion. Of course we'll still get mad at each other sometimes cause we're both alike and different at the same time. But trust me, I love you more than anything else that breathes in this world. ♥