The name's Je-Anne Psyche. Born on the 1st day of December. She dreams big and she believes that age is just a number. In this blog, the bits and pieces of a wonderful lady's messy thoughts are scattered. This girl has a fetish for stars, hearts, tiaras and anything that roars and sparkles. She constantly makes mistakes and loves every bit of her flaws. A girl who plays too much and works hard to fill each day with pure happiness and optimism while wearing that stoic expression on her face. She's childish yet sophisticated, immature but dedicated, fierce with gentleness and way too full of imperfections. It may take you a hundred years of effort just to understand this kind of woman but with great patience and determination, she might give you the whole world. ♥
So yesterday was my youngest brother's 8th birthday celebration. And apparently, you can see a girl with bangs on a black jumpshort and a blue jacket. Guess what? that half girl was me! haha. You see, I'm an intern and I have a duty on the hospital yesterday so when I got home the party was over and that pic was taken way before I got home. I think my sister-in-law love me so much that in order for us to be complete, she put me on the pic and tagged me on fb haha!. It wasn't obvious for me at first glance though until I recognize the unfamiliar scene with my very familiar pose. Haha I guess they really left that space for me. So touching! xD
I still remember how last year's med-tech night went by. It was fun and I've always hoped that this year's event is going to be a blast too. Well, all I can say is.. it was okay.. I was expecting it to be boring anyway. If not for my friends and those plus-points-bait-of-those-professors, I don't think I would've come. I wasn't in the mood for partying or whatever that day. My mom's just the one who made me go to parlor and have my make up and hair done. I wanted it to be simple as much as possible cause I remembered how much I suffered from acne last year after those bunch of make up on my face. -.- Anyway, I hope that this would be the last Med tech Ball i'll attend to. I want to graduate already. T^T Bye bye for now~
We attended two parties yesterday. First is lola ninang's birthday celebration in Shakey's. Their family has become an inspiration for me. A strong woman who raised five beautiful angels on her own and now she has finally received the reward for all her hard work. Their messages to lola ninang were so touching and it made me realize that maybe having a real sister isn't so bad after all. Anyway, after her birthday party (which made me dance the gangnam style), we headed straight to tita Edith's house in Pasay to have another party with the same people we've met in Pampanga, the ERA group. A party for the 80's with ballroom dancing and all that kind of stuff. Of course, my brother, niece and I did what teenagers were supposed to do in times like this. Picture-taking. LOL We also went to take a look at Star City to check if it was still open at 1 am since it was just like two buildings across their home and later found out that it's already closed. So we just drink and went home after a few hours.
So yesterday.. when I was already prepared to leave for school as my whole family is also prepared to leave for their trip to Pampanga, I was surprised when my parents, the ever so strict with my attendance in school, told me to skip my classes. x) Few weeks ago, I was so sure that I won't join them until yesterday morning when I saw the complete attendees (including my lovely Moo), and how excited they look, I felt a twinge of disappointment in my class schedule. But since my parents were cool that day, I rushed up to my room and grabbed what I could in my closet as quick as I can afford to. x) Well, ta-dah~! No regrets because I had fun, made new friends and I think that one day of absence is somehow okay and I'll do my best to make up for it. ♥
The Medtech Ball last night wasn't really that enjoyable. If only I had known earlier that all we'd be doing was to sit and listen to the host's blab about some stuff I don't give a damn to, I could've saved myself from spending my money for a makeup artist. I believe that a Ball should be a Ball where people dance and meet new friends and not to sit your butt out for the whole night thinking that the food may be able to gradually increase my enthusiasm for the upcoming events. But then.. I was in pure disappointment. Maybe watching fairy tales when I was a kid gave me so much to expect in attending a ball and now that I have been to a real one for the first time in my life, I realized I shouldn't get my hopes up for the second time and brace myself for a whole boring night. And that's why I vented on my camera. :3
Thankfully, I found out that I wasn't the only one having a letdown. It's almost all of us, actually. x) So they set up a plan for a good place to somehow save the night from being a waste. We rode a taxi on the way to metro walk and I wasn't clearly sure what happened but they decided that east wood would be a better option for enjoyment. And so we went. Funny how we filled the jeep at 1am and it's much more amusing to see myself walking the streets in line with guys while wearing a silk dress and a makeup. This is definitely not me, is all I could think of. Also, the atmosphere inside the club was intoxicating. I even danced. O.O I could've gone home earlier but I guess I was trying to be a rebel but not really, since my boyfriend and I doesn't even have rules to begin with cause we're cool and he just says have fun wherever I go and I know that I will never cheat on him. But I guess I just miss the feeling of being secured and protected. T^T But then again.. I never received a single text for the whole time. And so I had fun.
And so.. here is we. LOL After our final exams, we headed straight to my place in the afternoon. Some of my classmates went to shopwise to buy the foods and drinks while I setup the sound system and lights on our rooftop. Seriously, even though I haven't been into one, it felt like we're in a real club with all the music, the lights and especially the fun! :D I think it's the first time that our section had this kind of party. During the past year, we rarely talked to others outside our circle. I've been wondering what could've possibly happened this semester? LOL anyway, it's really fun and I'm hoping to spend more bonding moments with Dash Two ♥