Boracay Island.

♥ Under the sea with my family. ♥

♥  the Sun, the Sand, the Sea. ♥

What a fun and thrilling summer! It was our first time going to Boracay and I never though that I would like it this much. I've been thinking that i'll just be reading my book when we got there but I was wrong. The days we spent in Aklan were not enough! During the first day, we visited our relatives and explored the island. The second day was the beach day all-day. Jetski, Scuba Diving and of course, picture taking. (lol!) We were even the only ones who rode the cruise of Crown Regency ;) On the third day, we went shopping for pasalubong to my kuyas back home. It was really fun and it was also the first day I dared to wear swimsuits in public. The best part of it all was watching the sunset. I love how it feels every time the sun goes down. It's like all your worries go away and then the darkness gives you time and peace to think about how you're gonna face the problems again tomorrow. Okay, enough with the random blab about the sun. All in all, the experience was fun and i'd like to go back and do the same thing all over again but when that time comes, I'd love to try the para sailing. ♥

My Mom's Birthday.

I'm not sure if there will be a chance for you to read this

but since it sounds too cheesy to say in person I just wanted

you to know that I'm the luckiest girl to have

the greatest and coolest mom on the earth and 

I love you so much. Happy Birthday ♥

The Spectacular Now.

SUTTER KEELY. HE’S the guy you want at your party. He’ll get everyone dancing. He’ ll get everyone in your parents’ pool. Okay, so he’s not exactly a shining academic star. He has no plans for college and will probably end up folding men’s shirts for a living. But there are plenty of ladies in town, and with the help of Dean Martin and Seagram’s V.O., life’s pretty fabuloso, actually. Until the morning he wakes up on a random front lawn, and he meets Aimee. Aimee’s clueless. Aimee is a social disaster. Aimee needs help, and it’s up to the Sutterman to show Aimee a splendiferous time and then let her go forth and prosper. But Aimee’s not like other girls, and before long he’s in way over his head. For the first time in his life, he has the power to make a difference in someone else’s life—or ruin it forever.-- goodreads

So i've just finished reading this book and I can't wait to watch the movie. I've been picturing Sutter Keely a hundred times in my mind as I  flip the pages all the way through the end. A cool alcoholic high school student who always lives in the present and never bothered to think about his future. He even met Aimee, whom I thought could change his point of view in life. Still, in the end, he never let anybody control him or his decisions (although I feel like it left me hanging and I was a bit sad about it too..)

Just Give Me A Reason.

Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough

Just a second we're not broken just bent

And we can learn to love again

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

That we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again.

After two months of addiction to Natasha Bedingfield and Bruno Mars' Again, i've finally found my new ecstasy. x)) It's just another product of my usual random-song-clicking-and-listening routine in YouTube, but I swear I've raped the replay button many times before realizing that I should download it instead. x) If you haven't heard the song yet, click the play button on the video above (warning: may contain a little nudity. watch at your own risk. LOL) Actually, I really love the version of Pink and Nate Ruess, the music video just seems a little mature for me and awkward to play it all-day with my siblings around (i love the setting though, except for the hugging part and the creepy little teddy x3). The cover version of Megan Nicole and Jason Chen makes the song a bit more innocent and cute. ♥

So my perception of the song is that people, particularly lovers will always be subjected to insecurities and a load of misunderstandings throughout their relationship. One way or another, no matter how much you love each other, there comes a point when you just feel cold towards the person that you love. This song is simply saying that even if everything goes wrong between the two of you, just keep holding on and stop keeping secrets from each other. Cause even a frozen love can be heated up once again if someone decided to make an effort to light up the fire. You just have to hold on to the hope that the love you've shared before will make its way back into the arms of each other. But what the hell do I really know about love? Of course i've been dreaming about the perfect love story since my childhood and that's another plus on my list why love is just a fantasy. I gave up watching out for the prince to come my way a few months ago. I think it's time to stop waiting and start playing hide and seek with him. LOL Anyway, I just love the song and it seems that my review went a bit off on the last part. haha x)

Fckin Fantasy.

Can I tell you something? You're a stupid stupid girl. You knew right from the start that he's not serious. You started as a game and yes you enjoy each other's company, so what? that's everything it should to be -- just a game. Nothing more, nothing less. What made you think that what you're feeling right now is mutual? Why did you even continue this fcking game you can't escape from? He never really liked you. For him, it's nothing more than a mere game. Should I remind you when did your stupidity began? Yes yes, it was the time that you're the girl who hurt someone that loves you. You've broken his heart thinking that it's better to call it off than continue hurting him because you're not happy. In fact, you can't feel anything, you don't want anything and nothing can make you smile. You were a zombie. A very very lonely zombie.

Then he came.. he entered your world just like any other guy would but he's the only one you let in. You closed it the moment that he entered. And as he was staying inside, everything went colorful and lively once again. Your world began to breathe a very loving air. You became the happiest girl once again. But you already knew that something's not right. It's not supposed to be this way. Why can't you call him your own? Why can't he be yours? Why do you keep on seeking for his attention when all he does is neglect you? Why? You kept asking that to yourself and never really come up with an answer so you continue to fool yourself. You lived in your fantasy world. Him and you and nothing else matters but your happiness. Never a day went by with you not falling for him. You cared for him too much and unconsciously became a very sweet girl for a stranger.

So you see? You're the one at fault here. You shouldn't have let him in your world from the start. Haven't you told yourself a million times not to fall in a game again? You've been a victim once, why let it eat you up again? And today he dumped you.. he dumped you real good. He reminded you that he's a bad man but you just smiled. Cause you knew. Right from the start, you knew how he can easily break a girl's heart. He knows you're crying and he admits his fault, that he's just a flirt. Then you finally realized, that you're a flirt too. You became the girl you never wanted to be. You thought you were ready for something good but he suddenly breaks your heart. It's been three hours since you started crying. Please stop these tears from falling. He already said he's sorry and you don't want him out of your life. He's the source of your happiness now, why let him go right? You wanna be selfish yet you can't because you don't own him. I'll be watching as your fantasy world continues to shatter beautifully in a game of reality called love.