Can I tell you something? You're a stupid stupid girl. You knew right from the start that he's not serious. You started as a game and yes you enjoy each other's company, so what? that's everything it should to be -- just a game. Nothing more, nothing less. What made you think that what you're feeling right now is mutual? Why did you even continue this fcking game you can't escape from? He never really liked you. For him, it's nothing more than a mere game. Should I remind you when did your stupidity began? Yes yes, it was the time that you're the girl who hurt someone that loves you. You've broken his heart thinking that it's better to call it off than continue hurting him because you're not happy. In fact, you can't feel anything, you don't want anything and nothing can make you smile. You were a zombie. A very very lonely zombie.

Then he came.. he entered your world just like any other guy would but he's the only one you let in. You closed it the moment that he entered. And as he was staying inside, everything went colorful and lively once again. Your world began to breathe a very loving air. You became the happiest girl once again. But you already knew that something's not right. It's not supposed to be this way. Why can't you call him your own? Why can't he be yours? Why do you keep on seeking for his attention when all he does is neglect you? Why? You kept asking that to yourself and never really come up with an answer so you continue to fool yourself. You lived in your fantasy world. Him and you and nothing else matters but your happiness. Never a day went by with you not falling for him. You cared for him too much and unconsciously became a very sweet girl for a stranger.

So you see? You're the one at fault here. You shouldn't have let him in your world from the start. Haven't you told yourself a million times not to fall in a game again? You've been a victim once, why let it eat you up again? And today he dumped you.. he dumped you real good. He reminded you that he's a bad man but you just smiled. Cause you knew. Right from the start, you knew how he can easily break a girl's heart. He knows you're crying and he admits his fault, that he's just a flirt. Then you finally realized, that you're a flirt too. You became the girl you never wanted to be. You thought you were ready for something good but he suddenly breaks your heart. It's been three hours since you started crying. Please stop these tears from falling. He already said he's sorry and you don't want him out of your life. He's the source of your happiness now, why let him go right? You wanna be selfish yet you can't because you don't own him. I'll be watching as your fantasy world continues to shatter beautifully in a game of reality called love.