The name's Je-Anne Psyche. Born on the 1st day of December. She dreams big and she believes that age is just a number. In this blog, the bits and pieces of a wonderful lady's messy thoughts are scattered. This girl has a fetish for stars, hearts, tiaras and anything that roars and sparkles. She constantly makes mistakes and loves every bit of her flaws. A girl who plays too much and works hard to fill each day with pure happiness and optimism while wearing that stoic expression on her face. She's childish yet sophisticated, immature but dedicated, fierce with gentleness and way too full of imperfections. It may take you a hundred years of effort just to understand this kind of woman but with great patience and determination, she might give you the whole world. ♥
It was a memorable day for me, a girl who rarely goes out of her comfort zone to meet people unless if it's for school, an emergency, or for someone I made plans with and yesterday's incident was because of the latter. I've been thinking about the reason why I've decided to come and join them and trust me, I just realized how shameful it was to let my little brother tag along with me when I hardly even know anything about the celebrant (not even his full name!). You know how strict my parents were when it comes to boys or anything that goes along with testosterone (that's why I rarely make friends with the opposite sex) so they gave me a favorable deal of freedom if I let my lil bro to come with me. He's already a teen and we've had some connivances before so I accepted the deal.
Luckily, I wasn't the only girl in the group. I've met two cool and pretty ladies to talk to. But since I'm not much of a great talker, I spend most of the time just listening and answering their questions. It was my first time being with them and it was really, really weird how safe it felt to play cards and drink alcohol with a bunch of guys other than the men in my family. Maybe it's because they're really nice guys and I honestly appreciate my lil bro's great effort to stay awake and watch out for me even though I was in my complete senses and wouldn't do something stupid. It was truly memorable for me cause it's the first time I spend the night away from my family (excluding our retreat in high school, lol) and to top it off, with people i'm not really friends with. Except for Jegs, of course. :)