The name's Je-Anne Psyche. Born on the 1st day of December. She dreams big and she believes that age is just a number. In this blog, the bits and pieces of a wonderful lady's messy thoughts are scattered. This girl has a fetish for stars, hearts, tiaras and anything that roars and sparkles. She constantly makes mistakes and loves every bit of her flaws. A girl who plays too much and works hard to fill each day with pure happiness and optimism while wearing that stoic expression on her face. She's childish yet sophisticated, immature but dedicated, fierce with gentleness and way too full of imperfections. It may take you a hundred years of effort just to understand this kind of woman but with great patience and determination, she might give you the whole world. ♥
Remember last April during Don's birthday? I think that was the last time i've seen these people until the day before yesterday. :) July 9 was the real date of my best friend's birthday. I told her I would date her and watch a movie with her during the weekend. But things happened and before I knew it, I've agreed to join Jegs and his friends. I've introduced my lovely Kabby to them and poof! girl bonding started at the entrance of Star City. Of course, awkwardness would be inevitable since kabbs and I aren't that socially-inclined. Nevertheless, it was fun and even though raindrops wet the seats, we didn't mind. :D
Today, something happened and I wasn't sure if it was reality or just my fantasy but I think it's real and I just can't stop smiling cause this day, the 17th of July.. I said yes. After living in two years of regret and loneliness, someone made me realized how stupid it was to wait for something that will never come back. So tonight, I was trapped in the moment and somehow chose not to get out. With the both of us sitting by the bay, accompanied by the gushing of the wind, the smell of the ocean, the tiny raindrops and my stomach that always fail to digest easily is doing the greatest stunt of blocking my head. Plus, an old man approached us and sang 'Kahit Maputi na ang Buhok Ko'. =) It felt like we're in some kind of a movie and I thought, maybe I should give this a shot, my best shot. And make this man become my happiness. ♥