Don at 20.

♥ Don turns twenty. ♥

It was a memorable day for me, a girl who rarely goes out of her comfort zone to meet people unless if it's for school, an emergency, or for someone I made plans with and yesterday's incident was because of the latter. I've been thinking about the reason why I've decided to come and join them and trust me, I just realized how shameful it was to let my little brother tag along with me when I hardly even know anything about the celebrant (not even his full name!). You know how strict my parents were when it comes to boys or anything that goes along with testosterone (that's why I rarely make friends with the opposite sex) so they gave me a favorable deal of freedom if I let my lil bro to come with me. He's already a teen and we've had some connivances before so I accepted the deal.

Luckily, I wasn't the only girl in the group. I've met two cool and pretty ladies to talk to. But since I'm not much of a great talker, I spend most of the time just listening and answering their questions. It was my first time being with them and it was really, really weird how safe it felt to play cards and drink alcohol with a bunch of guys other than the men in my family. Maybe it's because they're really nice guys and I honestly appreciate my lil bro's great effort to stay awake and watch out for me even though I was in my complete senses and wouldn't do something stupid. It was truly memorable for me cause it's the first time I spend the night away from my family (excluding our retreat in high school, lol) and to top it off, with people i'm not really friends with. Except for Jegs, of course. :)

CPH Culminating Activity.

♥ Watch your step, it could be your last tomorrow. --Safety ♥

Isn't it nice when you share some of your love with children? You forgot about your own problems and feel good by just looking at them playing around without a care in the world and the only thing that could possibly worry them was getting scolded by their parents when they did something wrong. That's why you're there to guide them as an adult, as a big sister to those children you've just met. Surely, some kids were too stubborn at first to join us in the function hall of the barangay but the other kids were carried in by their parents. I was not much of a help to my classmates in assisting the kids and their parents cause i've been busy doing other things like tossing balloons with those kids who came without their parents to watch them. Some of them are shy and some are rude but I would love to trade places with them even for just a day if I could. ♥

The Lost Princess.

I never meant to break hearts,

It's not my fault when there's no spark.

Guess I'm numb and dumb enough,

To not reciprocate the feelings they have.

Always getting into relationships,

Without fully knowing each other through friendship.

Though I care for my man,

I always doubt if he's the one.

It's not that I don't get hurt,

My conscience leads me to do something worse.

I don't want to hurt such precious people,

Forgive me if I'm a girl this horrible.

Clueless, senseless and hopeless,

The reason why I seek my friends.

I've tried and tried to smile and laugh,

How come there are no butterflies in my stomach?

Sweet gestures and little things,

I guess I just wanted to be a single Miss.

I'm sorry I never wanted to feel this,

If it's not you, then who's my Prince?

Just wanna share my first poem. 02152010. I made this three years ago during the time when  I have been going through a lot of headaches because of love. You saw it right, headaches. Cause I don't even know how a heartache feels. I'm a healthy girl just-so-you-know, I don't have any heart problems. I kept on wondering if the thing that i 'm feeling is already love. Yes I care for him but.. is that love? I was lost back then cause I don't even know what I feel. I can't tell if i'm happy or not and those butterflies didn't even enter my mouth, so how could they get through my stomach? ~.~' 

That was when I decided to have the first break up with my first love. We made up and went through many break ups after that cause it's just so frustrating when we fight. We've been together for a year and as I reminisce, I can finally tell that I really love him back then (and maybe for always :/). I waited for him for another year cause I regret letting that precious man go. I got stuck up. I wonder how long will I be like this? I can't seem to let any man enter my heart except for him. That's why I tend to build walls and chains and spikes and anything that can block other people. I didn't even had the chance to prove my love for him. And I guess it's too late. :(

OLFU Foundation Day.

♥ Dance under the sun ♥

And.. we finally executed our dance number for the school's foundation day. I might have missed to tell you that 'dancing' has always hated me ever since I learned how to step my feet on the ground and even now as an adult, I try my best to get close with dancing, but we just grew further and further away from each other. xD And if you ever wonder why did I even joined this performance and cast out my rantings in here was because it's not the competition type where people would stare at me as I awkwardly sway with my two left feet. x) Besides, my girlfriends will dance too and it's fun when you do it with them. Plus, we'll have additional points in our quizzes if we join (all hail to the perfect bait of our professors, lol). We thought it would turn out well until the rain started the ambush. x)

Sharmaine at 18.

♥ Sharmaine turned eighteen! ♥

♥ On the road ♥

It was a long ride from Antipolo to Sampaloc, Tanay yesterday to celebrate Sharmaine's 18th birthday in Pranjetto Resort. We swam, eat, drink, play and just have fun but everything that happened was truly memorable. I think it's our first real swimming together excluding the one during our NSTP. x) The climate in Antipolo was doubled in Tanay and surely you could just realize how freezing it was when it rained as we swim in the cold pool of a cold place during a cold season. Okay, it's not like there's a winter season here or anything frosty that falls from the sky but for us who lives in the tropics, there's just very few places you could visit whenever you want to chill and stay away from the heat of the sun. So we savor the moment. ♥

2011 New Year's Eve.

♥ Happy New Year! ♥

♥ I love my family ;) ♥

Holla 2012! These were the main highlights of last night. I'm the girl with the glasses, my vision's not impaired though. I only wear it for.. uhh.. just when I feel like wearing it. LOL Anyway, we had so much fun together last night. Our relatives came to spend the new year's eve with us. My best friends stayed for the whole night to have our new year movie marathon. We watched the first three movies of Wrong Turn and continued the other parts this morning. Will 2012 finally be my year? I sure hope so. ♥

K-Pop Nation.

♥ What's up? K-pop. LOL ♥

So before year 2011 ends, Elmo and I decided to go in a K-pop convention where my friend, Czermaine is participating on a dance competition. There were too many people and I find it a little amusing to see guys who were wearing too much makeup than the girls do. x) I'm not really a fan of K-pop but I like the songs of SuJu, SS501, Beast, FT Island, 2pm, 4minute, SNSD, Miss A, 2ne1. LOL xD I also signed up for a free installer of ShowTime online even though it's already installed on my pc. :D 

A Merry Christmas.

♥ Merry Merry Christmas :) ♥

Here is we. LOL (Top left: Jegs, Me, ate Nikki and kuya Arjay) It kinda look like we're siblings :D Too bad I don't have the picture of us with our parents in my camera and these were the only ones I can manage to put in my collage. ~.~ Anyway, we spent the Christmas day at tita Glo's place. We ate, drank, sang, played cards, and the winning tandem who stayed up till 7am was me and Jegs. :D We fooled around in the kitchen and all I can remember was the coffee that i've been insisting to make for my father at 3 o'clock in the morning when he's already asleep. Geez, so much for being an alcoholic. x)

Czermaine at 18.

♥ Czermaine turned eighteen! ♥

Our little Ms. K-pop has officially turned into a lady yesterday! :D We spent the day together at SM Megamall doing things we used to do back in our high school days, playing at Timezone, picture taking, and eating. LOL :D It's been a really long time and I've missed them so much. College life has given us too little time to be together and it truly sux. We never get to bond like we used to and we surely matured a bit. :D Their house was dark and no lights were on. When she went inside, everything just light up and everyone greeted her happy birthday. :D She was really surprised and cried tears of joy. I never wanted to see any of my friends cry but since it's happy tears, I just held her tight and admitted that we're part of her mom's surprise plan. :D

December Baby.

♥ December 01 ♥ 

DECEMBER BABY This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. -- LOL:)